I feel like I am just putting my life on pause.
Im just working a job that has nothing to do with hair so I can pay by bills and barely get by.
And I work 6-7 days a week, and cant even afford to buy some fucking groceries.
But I CANT COMPLAIN.
Thats just life.
Even if Im in a bad mood, at least I have a job, and an apartment, and most things I want, and a pretty great boy who buys me milkshakes or malts.
OH and some of the best fucking scumbags ever who can always make me laugh my ass off.
Anyhow.
I guess Im just feeling weird because my usual schedule is becoming very LAZY.
I wake up at about 2:30-3pm. I then sit on the couch. I maybe eat some food if its available. Then I shower, put on clothes and go to work. Drive to work from 4:30-5 and usually listen to my ipod but its broken AGAIN..So I have one cd to listen to that Adam made for me almost a year ago. Then I walk into DIR , push my way through a crowd of people some of which smell real stinky, then i find my desk and I set my stuff down , then i wander around for about 10 min . Then at about 510-515 i actually start dialing. Then i sit at my little desk drawing or writing. Take some surveys with people who can be rather idiotic. Loose faith in most humanity. I do that until 1155. Then I clock out. Drive home with same cd. Get home and I am hungry s I find the food that is in the cubbard like a can of pees, and i eat that. Then i stay up until 4am doing random stuff.

I guess I am just down because I sleep more than Im awake. I talk to idiots on the phone, more than my friends. And I am making NO progress in the hair industry, but cant realy do much about it because i need to get paid. At least I have done some hair on the side so i dont go insane.
Well its time to take that shower.